She stands in the warmth of the sun,
hot thighs pressed together purely for the pleasure
of the feeling of skin against skin.
There is tension in humidity.
In the heightened suspension
of water particle after water particle parading
in the dampness of the wet, clinging, air.
Her skin is strangely aware of itself at times like these and
she of it and it of her, though her mind notes only the
discomfort, ignoring the rise and fall of its corporal rhythms.
There are hiccups
in the air
hardly discernible disruptions
of the slightest degree
pockets
of coolness if you will, a temperature interrupt
an honesty laid bare.
She stands in the warmth of the sun, burning
yet dripping moisture, seething with an untenable fire
of the inner kind, restless, moving and yet unmoving
finding not comfort nor expression
pain nor release.
From what?
I don’t know.
I only see her moving, see her
becoming awareness of the existence of her skin.
And her body hears hints of whispered thoughts
and is surprised
though still disbelieving of the fact of a
consciousness besides its own.
It does at least try to grasp
the concept.
Molecules begin dancing more quickly now
pregnant with the fires of intense friction
murmuring in their own muted language
the self-same language of babies, and of children
that secret language of twins and animals
defying a hasty description
or any kind of competent judgment.
They become breathtaking in a
most literal sense, stealing her concentration
yet all the while teaching
her how to breathe.
Wet and hot embrace
breathe one another in, gradually
while body and mind mix the rhythmic
memories of their comparative souls
all under the guidance of
temperature.
They have successfully grasped the first precept.
She stands in the warmth of the sun, contemplating
what she cannot figure out, hearing her name
in a thousand places, at least.
She glances up and around but by then it’s too late
with her thighs pressed together
then apart purely for the pleasure, or is it
comfort?
And in perfect time with the humid air.
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